QuickMarathon

I know this seems kinda early, but no, ok. It's December and it's the end of the year! Anyways a lot of plans changed as time goes by, and I'm NOT actually going to move to Portland!!! Idk why I'm so happy about it because I actually really do want to move to a different, new place. Anyways, year end. No accomplishments what so ever. Ok, maybe nailed like 2 quarters with ace grades, but it all seems worthless now. A lot of things happened after, and now I just think I'm so out of track from where I was.

After eating that much pancakes on the 4th, I've been thinking a lot about my commitment on stuff. In my drawings folder there are more than 200 files both in .psd and .sai. Only like 30 of them are compressed .jpeg files. I mostly never finish my drawings, I always stop just before or when outlining. I don't know what's wrong with me but this makes me really disappointed in myself. Every time I open an unfinished drawing and starts coloring, I go like, "nah this looks weird I can't do this" and then opens the next one, and clean up the sketch and go "it's better with the 'sketchy' lines I guess" and just leaves it like that. I can't take my

I think i am at the busiest state of my college life. I feel restless all the time and actually now fears the thought of relaxing/ taking a break. But by the end of the year it'll be over and I'll be good as new!

I haven't updated since forever. I go on dA often to look at art and be inspired, etc but I always forgot I am actually registered harhar. So yeah I'm moving to Portland next year to live with my sister. I still dont know if I like this idea or no.

First, school's closed AGAIN, because of snow~ yaay Also, free premium membership day is like, double yay.